Resources
For clients, for anyone curious, for people who want to understand what's happening inside them.
Understand
What Dissociation Actually Feels Like
Going blank mid-conversation. Emotional flatness. Watching your life from the outside. Most people who dissociate don't know they're doing it.
Psychoeducation →What an EMDR Session Actually Feels Like
Most people expect it to feel like reliving the trauma. It doesn't. A session-by-session account of what happens — before, during, and after.
Psychoeducation →What Ketamine-Assisted Therapy Actually Feels Like
Not what you imagine. Stranger than that, and slower. The preparation, the dosing session, the strange middle hours, and what integration actually involves.
Listen
Bilateral Stimulation Music
Bilateral stimulation supports processing during EMDR and Brainspotting, and can help with grounding and self-regulation between sessions. I use these tools with clients during telehealth sessions and in the office. Audio versions pan sound gently between your left and right ears through headphones. Play audio at low volume.
Biolateral vs. bilateral: These terms sound the same but describe different panning techniques. Biolateral music, developed by David Grand for Brainspotting, is hand-panned so that volume gently swells in one ear and fades before swelling in the other — a rocking, organic movement between hemispheres. Bilateral music, used in EMDR, alternates sound between ears in a steady, rhythmic, predictable pattern. Both support processing; they just feel different. Many clinicians find biolateral subtler and less activating.
BioLateral Sound Healing
The original biolateral music, created by the founder of Brainspotting. Hand-panned to rock gently between hemispheres. Designed to be played at near-imperceptible volume during processing or self-regulation. Grand has released 6 BioLateral CDs — additional albums available at brainspotting.com.
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Sattva Sounds
Tuned to 432 Hz. Used in Brainspotting trainings internationally. Warm, sustained tones with gentle bilateral panning.
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Bodhi Tree Bilateral
Multiple albums of original bilateral music with nature sounds: Reflection, Release, Breathe (Celtic harp), Serenity (baritone guitar), Departure (modern/driving), Solitude, Simple (for TBI/neurodiversity), and children's collections. Endorsed by Grand. Not on Spotify — purchase through their site.
Indigenous Bilateral Music
Métis waltzes by Alexandre Tetrault, songs by Kevin Locke (Lakota), and Cree-guided recordings — all generously shared for therapeutic use. Available for download through Brainspotting Canada.
Journey From Myself
Jazz-based biolateral music from Korea, composed by psychotherapist and music therapist Sunyoung Kim with jazz musicians. 12 tracks grounded in interpersonal neurobiology. Handpan, piano, drums — more textured and musical than typical bilateral audio. Use headphones.
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Bilateral Sounds
5 nature-based tracks designed specifically for Brainspotting, meditation, and performance expansion. Forest Brook, Shoreline Waves, Gentle Breeze, Soft Grey, Windswept Cove. Short (~10 min total) but useful for between-session grounding.
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Feel
Remote tactile BLS buzzers for telehealth EMDR. Clients hold them during sessions; I control the vibration speed and intensity through bilateralstimulation.io.
Remote Tactile BLS Buzzers
Wired buzzers that clients order from bilateralstimulation.io and plug into their computer. I run them through the web interface during telehealth EMDR sessions. Therapist-controlled only, for live session use.
Order Buzzers →Journey
Playlists for Therapeutic Journeys
Curated music for ketamine-assisted psychotherapy, psilocybin sessions, and MDMA-assisted therapy. Organized by substance, with context on who made each playlist and why.
Tip: In Spotify, go to Settings → Playback and set crossfade to 12 seconds. This eliminates silence between tracks so the music flows continuously through your session.
KAP Playlists
PRATI Sublingual Sessions, Ketamine Research Foundation, Kaila Compton, and more. The most comprehensive collection of ketamine-assisted psychotherapy playlists available.
Psilocybin · Research →Psilocybin Playlists
Johns Hopkins (Bill Richards), Imperial College London (Mendel Kaelen), Chacruna Institute (Kelan Thomas). The foundational research playlists.
MDMA · MAPS →MDMA Playlists
MAPS clinical trial playlists (Set A & B) and Mendel Kaelen's MDMA-specific work.
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