Ketamine therapy in Seattle: KAP & KA-EMDR
Low-dose trauma processing (KA-EMDR) and traditional KAP for depression, emotional shutdown, and patterns that won't shift through talk therapy alone.
Practice details
When talk therapy isn't enough
Many people reach a point where traditional therapy helps—but only to a point.
You've done the work. You've shown up, been honest, tried to change. And something shifted—but not enough.
You understand your patterns. You know what happened in your past. But inside, something still feels stuck: a shutdown you can't break through, emotions you can't access, numbness you can't explain, or a sense that you're living behind glass.
KAP isn't about a shortcut. It's about creating the conditions for deeper, safer, more compassionate access to yourself—when your defenses have been too rigid for too long.
“I am larger, better than I thought; I did not know I held so much goodness.”— Walt Whitman, “Song of the Open Road”
Two approaches to ketamine therapy
I offer two distinct protocols, each suited to different therapeutic needs:
Ketamine-Assisted EMDR (KA-EMDR)
Low-dose ketamine combined with active EMDR trauma processing during the session.
At psycholytic doses, ketamine softens rigid defenses and reduces emotional overwhelm, allowing you to process traumatic material that would otherwise feel too activating. You remain alert and engaged throughout—able to follow bilateral stimulation and work directly with memories, sensations, and emotions as they arise.
This approach is especially effective for:
- Complex trauma or PTSD
- Stuck traumatic memories
- Clients who feel too defended or shut down in regular EMDR
- Those who need accelerated trauma processing
My training: Introduction to Ketamine-Assisted EMDR Therapy
Learn more about my EMDR practice →
Traditional Ketamine-Assisted Psychotherapy (KAP)
Higher-dose ketamine that creates a deeper dissociative or psychedelic experience.
At these doses, you enter an altered state of consciousness where rigid thought patterns dissolve, new perspectives emerge, and compassion for yourself becomes more accessible. I provide therapeutic presence, safety, and grounding—not active processing during the session itself.
Integration happens afterward, where we make meaning of what surfaced and translate insights into lasting change.
This approach is especially effective for:
- Chronic shame or self-criticism—especially minority stress or queer-related shame
- Treatment-resistant depression
- Emotional numbness or dissociation
- Rigid defenses or cognitive loops
- Clients seeking deeper existential or identity exploration
My credentials and training in this work: Fluence Certified in Ketamine-Assisted Psychotherapy (KAP), plus Essentials of Psychedelic Therapy (Fluence).
Together, we'll determine which approach—or combination—makes sense for your specific needs and goals.
What becomes possible
Imagine emotions that have been walled off for years finally becoming accessible—not flooding you, but available.
Imagine the rigid inner critic quieting enough that you can actually hear yourself think. The shame that's run the show for decades losing its grip—not gone, but no longer in control.
Imagine looking at your life from a new angle and realizing the story you've been telling yourself isn't the only one. That the defenses you built to survive aren't who you are.
Imagine your body softening. Not because you forced it, but because something finally felt safe enough to let go.
This is what KAP can open up—not as a shortcut, but as a doorway to deeper work.
How ketamine works
Ketamine temporarily softens the brain's rigid survival defenses and increases neuroplasticity—the brain's ability to form new pathways.
This creates a window where you can:
- Access emotions that have been walled off
- Experience yourself in new ways
- Interrupt patterns rooted in trauma
- Reduce shame and self-blame
- Loosen ingrained narratives
- Feel safe enough to explore old wounds
KAP is not:
- A quick fix or magic cure
- Spiritual bypassing
- Dissociation disguised as healing
- A replacement for therapy
KAP is:
- Slow, grounded, relational work
- Integrated with trauma therapy
- Paced to your nervous system
- Focused on lasting change, not just temporary relief
My approach to KAP
My approach to KAP is grounded in the same principles that shape all my clinical work: trauma-informed pacing, existential-phenomenological depth, relational safety, and integration across multiple levels of experience.
We work at your pace, not the protocol's pace. You are never pushed into intensity your nervous system isn't ready for.
I track not just what emerges during sessions, but how your experience relates to your attachment history, identity formation, meaning-making, and the systems that have shaped you.
The medicine creates a temporary opening—a softening of rigid defenses, an increase in neuroplasticity—but the therapeutic relationship is what makes that opening safe enough to explore.
Integration is where change solidifies: making meaning of what surfaced, connecting insights to your lived experience, and building new pathways forward.
What KAP sessions look like
1. Medical Evaluation (with a medical provider I connect you with)
They determine whether ketamine is appropriate, screen for contraindications, decide on dosing and route, and establish the medical protocol.
2. Preparation Sessions (with me)
We explore your intentions, history, fears, defenses, what tends to shut you down, how to stay grounded, and what safety looks like for you. We also determine whether KA-EMDR or traditional KAP is the better fit.
3. Dosing Sessions (with me)
- For KA-EMDR: We actively work with EMDR processing while ketamine softens your defenses.
- For traditional KAP: I provide steady presence, emotional safety, grounding, and witnessing as you explore your inner experience.
4. Integration Sessions (with me)
This is where change solidifies. We explore what came up, what shifted, what softened, what surprised or frightened you, what your mind and body are communicating, and what new choices become available.
Integration turns the experience into transformation.
Important clarity about my role
I do not prescribe ketamine. I am not a medical provider.
You will meet with a licensed medical provider I connect you with for:
- Medical evaluation
- Safety screening
- Approval or denial
- Prescription
- Dosing protocol
- Medical monitoring
If the prescriber determines you are a good candidate, I support you therapeutically through:
- Preparation sessions
- Presence during dosing
- Integration therapy
KAP is most effective when medical and psychological care are separate but coordinated.
Who ketamine therapy is for
KAP may be a good fit if you:
- Have hit a wall in talk therapy
- Experience treatment-resistant depression
- Feel emotionally numb or shut down
- Carry chronic shame or self-criticism
- Have trauma that feels too overwhelming to process in regular therapy
- Are high-functioning but internally exhausted
- Are LGBTQ+ and processing identity trauma or minority stress
- Are a man who struggles with vulnerability or emotional access
If you're not sure whether KAP or standard trauma therapy is the right starting point, we can figure that out together in a consultation.
Who ketamine therapy is not for
KAP is not appropriate if you:
- Are looking for a quick fix without doing therapy
- Want ketamine without therapeutic support
- Are actively using substances in risky ways
- Have certain medical or psychiatric contraindications (the prescriber screens for these)
- Expect a psychedelic "breakthrough" without integration work
- Are currently in active crisis or severe psychiatric instability
Part of our initial consultation is determining whether KAP is safe and appropriate for you.
KAP vs. Ketamine infusion clinics
If you search for ketamine therapy in Seattle, most results are infusion clinics—medical facilities that administer IV ketamine, often without a therapist present during the session. That's a different service for a different need.
Ketamine-assisted psychotherapy is therapy-centered. I provide:
- Preparation sessions to explore your history, defenses, and intentions before any medicine session
- Therapeutic presence and support during the ketamine experience itself
- Integration therapy afterward to translate what emerged into lasting change
The medicine opens a window. The therapy is what makes it count.
If you're looking for IV ketamine infusions without a therapy component, a dedicated clinic like SeattleNTC or Northwest Ketamine Clinics may be a better fit. If you want psychotherapy that uses ketamine as a tool within a broader treatment relationship, that's what I offer.
For support after other psychedelic experiences—psilocybin, MDMA, ayahuasca—see psychedelic integration.
Ketamine therapy for specific conditions
Ketamine for depression in Seattle — Traditional KAP can be effective for treatment-resistant depression that hasn't responded to medication or talk therapy alone. Ketamine increases neuroplasticity and can temporarily lift rigid thought patterns, creating space for therapeutic work that wasn't previously accessible. Unlike infusion-only approaches, KAP pairs the neurochemical effects with active psychotherapy to build lasting change.
Ketamine for PTSD and trauma — KA-EMDR combines low-dose ketamine with active EMDR trauma processing. The ketamine softens rigid defenses while you remain alert enough to do structured memory processing. This is especially effective for trauma that feels too overwhelming to approach in standard EMDR, or for clients who shut down when they try to access traumatic material.
Ketamine for anxiety — When anxiety is rooted in trauma, chronic hypervigilance, or rigid nervous system patterns, KAP can help by temporarily reducing the defensive wall that keeps the underlying material inaccessible. This is not a first-line treatment for anxiety—we explore whether trauma processing, EMDR, or other approaches might address your anxiety before considering KAP.
Ketamine for emotional shutdown and numbness — Some people don't feel depressed or anxious—they feel nothing. Years of suppressing emotions, chronic dissociation, or early attachment disruption can create a shutdown pattern that talk therapy alone can't penetrate. KAP can help soften that wall enough to begin accessing what's underneath.
Common Questions
Do you prescribe ketamine?
No. I am not a medical provider. Prescribing, medical evaluation, and safety screening are handled by a separate licensed medical provider — I connect you with one. I provide the therapeutic support: preparation, presence during dosing sessions, and integration therapy afterward.
What's the difference between KA-EMDR and traditional KAP?
KA-EMDR uses low-dose ketamine combined with active EMDR trauma processing—you remain alert and engaged while we work directly with memories and emotions. Traditional KAP uses higher doses that create a deeper, more dissociative experience where I provide presence and safety while you explore your inner world. Integration happens afterward. We'll determine together which approach fits your needs.
Will the ketamine session be psychedelic?
It depends on the dose and protocol. KA-EMDR uses lower doses where you remain conversational and able to do active processing—it's not typically "psychedelic" in the classic sense. Traditional KAP at higher doses can produce more profound altered states. We discuss what to expect during preparation.
What if I get overwhelmed during the session?
I'm with you the entire time, tracking your state and providing grounding as needed. Ketamine's effects are relatively short-lived, and we can adjust pacing, offer reassurance, or simply sit together until you feel settled. You're never alone with difficult material.
Does ketamine replace therapy?
No. Ketamine creates a window of increased neuroplasticity and reduced defenses—but lasting change happens through the therapeutic relationship, the preparation, and especially the integration work afterward. KAP without integration is a missed opportunity.
How much does KAP cost?
The therapy sessions — preparation, dosing, and integration — are billed at my standard rates; see my Rates page or ask me directly. The medical provider I connect you with bills separately for their services, and the prescription itself is a separate cost. I'm happy to walk through the full picture in a consultation.
What is the difference between ketamine-assisted psychotherapy and a ketamine infusion clinic?
Ketamine infusion clinics typically administer IV ketamine in a medical setting, often without a therapist present during the session. KAP is psychotherapy-centered: I provide preparation before each session, therapeutic support during the ketamine experience, and integration therapy afterward. The medicine creates a window; the therapy is what makes it count. If you are looking for IV infusions without a therapy component, a dedicated ketamine clinic may be a better fit.
Can ketamine therapy help with PTSD?
Yes. KA-EMDR (ketamine-assisted EMDR) combines low-dose ketamine with active trauma processing, which can be especially effective for PTSD that has not responded to standard EMDR or talk therapy alone. The ketamine softens rigid defenses and reduces emotional overwhelm, allowing traumatic material to be processed more safely. This approach requires medical clearance through the medical provider I connect you with.
Can ketamine therapy help with depression?
Yes. Traditional KAP at higher doses can be effective for treatment-resistant depression—depression that has not responded adequately to medication or talk therapy. Ketamine increases neuroplasticity and can temporarily lift rigid thought patterns, creating a window for therapeutic work. Integration therapy afterward helps translate that temporary relief into lasting change.
Is ketamine therapy legal in Washington state?
Yes. Ketamine is a legal, FDA-approved medication. Licensed medical providers can prescribe it off-label for psychiatric conditions including depression, anxiety, and PTSD. In my practice, all prescribing is handled by a separate licensed medical provider I connect you with. I provide the psychotherapy component—preparation, therapeutic support during sessions, and integration.
I'm not in Seattle — can I still work with you?
Yes, if you're a Washington State resident. KAP is offered both in-person at my Capitol Hill office (226 Summit Ave E, Office B-03) and via telehealth anywhere in Washington State. Dosing sessions can happen over telehealth, or independently with a chaperone present — which option is available depends on what your prescriber agrees to. Telehealth dosing carries added safety requirements: a chaperone must be physically present, you'll need your own blood pressure monitor, and we'll confirm your exact location at the start of each session. If you need a higher level of medical care than this therapy-centered model provides, I can refer you to a ketamine infusion clinic. Out-of-state residents cannot do KAP with me — Washington licensure requires that you be physically located in Washington at the time of every session.
How many sessions does KAP involve?
A typical arc is six to eight dosing sessions, but the full structure includes more than that. New clients begin with three 90-minute preparation sessions before the first dose — covering clinical intake, KAP-specific education, intention setting, and resourcing skills. Existing therapy clients who add KAP need only one preparation session. Each dosing session runs two to three hours and is followed by multiple integration sessions before the next dose. Integration is where the lasting change happens; the dosing creates the opening. The pace is set by your nervous system, not a protocol.
What do I need to do on the day of a dosing session?
Fast for four hours before (clear liquids OK up to two hours before). Skip alcohol for 24 hours prior and cannabis for 48 hours prior. Wear loose, comfortable clothing. Arrange a chaperone to pick you up and drive you home — you cannot drive for the rest of the day, and the medicine often continues working into the evening. Plan a quiet evening with nothing demanding scheduled. Bring a comfort object if it helps; eye mask, blanket, water, and tissues are provided. The session itself runs two to three hours.
Who is KAP not a good fit for?
KAP isn't right for everyone. Medical contraindications include uncontrolled hypertension, personal or family history of psychosis, active mania, pregnancy, and certain medications (benzodiazepines, MAOIs, stimulants, lamotrigine). Beyond the medical screen, KAP also isn't appropriate during active crisis, recent psychiatric hospitalization, or acute grief that hasn't yet stabilized. The medical screen is handled by the medical provider I connect you with; the clinical fit is something we evaluate together during preparation sessions. There's no rush — if you're not ready, we wait or pursue other therapeutic work first.
Can KAP help with anxiety?
Sometimes — but anxiety is not the first thing I'd consider KAP for. When anxiety is rooted in trauma, chronic hypervigilance, or attachment patterns that talk therapy hasn't reached, KAP can temporarily soften the defenses keeping that material inaccessible. For more recent or situational anxiety, EMDR, Brainspotting, or standard psychotherapy usually does the work without needing a medicine assist. We'd talk through your specific history before considering whether KAP fits.
I don't feel depressed — I feel nothing. Can KAP help?
Often, yes. Years of suppressing emotions, chronic dissociation, or early attachment disruption can create a shutdown pattern that talk therapy alone can't penetrate. People in this state often describe themselves as numb, flat, going through the motions, watching their own life from a distance. KAP — particularly higher-dose traditional KAP — can soften that wall enough to begin accessing what's underneath. The work afterward in integration is where the shutdown actually starts to lift; the medicine just opens the door.
What's expected of me between dosing sessions?
Active integration. Each dosing session is followed by one or more integration sessions where we process what surfaced — not by interpreting it, but by connecting it to your history, your patterns, and your life. Between sessions you'll be asked to journal, take voice memos, or capture images of what stays with you. Most clients also benefit from time in nature, gentle movement, or creative practice — not as homework, but as containers for what the medicine has stirred. Major life decisions get postponed for 48 hours after each dose, and conversations with family or friends about the experience often need to wait until you've made meaning of it for yourself.
Is KAP the same as psychedelic therapy?
They overlap. Ketamine is pharmacologically a dissociative anesthetic, not a classic serotonergic psychedelic like psilocybin or LSD — but at psychedelic doses the subjective experience can feel similar (dissolution of self, time dilation, sometimes visual content). The therapeutic structure is the same: preparation, dosing, integration. Ketamine is currently the only legally prescribable psychoactive medicine for this kind of work in Washington State. Psilocybin remains in research and in state-program contexts (Oregon, Colorado); MDMA is in further clinical research after its 2024 FDA application was returned.
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